Thank you for all the AWSOME comments to my last post. You guys are great and I feel very loved to have good friends and family help me out in hard times.
Ok, update: I messed it all up. I totally knew I would because I always do. I invited Peter Priesthood to a play volleyball with a group of friends and a bunch of people from my ward. HE CAME! Not just that, he was the first one there and brought his roommate. Ok, nobody comes on time to a thing like this unless he really wanted to be there... right?
Now for the bad part... tons of other people showed up, which is great because it's pretty hard to play ball with just a few, and I got all goofy and flirty (which is totally normal for me) and an hour or two into playing I realized I was flirting and being friendly to everyone but him. You see, I like him so I can't just be myself... I guess... gee... that is some messed up logic.
Anyway, he left and I tried to thank him for coming and told him I would invite him to come next week (cuz we play every week) but it felt pushed. I get the feeling that he saw the real CRAZY me and is not impressed. The sad thing is that it all happened subconsciously. The Best thing is I had a great time even tho I was a little down about messing it all up!
Conclusion: Dating is sooooo hard and painful, but fun and there are no set rules. With every different guy it goes differently and I've determined that for people to get together and stay together (after they see each other for who they really are... like all the crazy stuff), it takes a MIRACLE (which is ok, because I believe in miracles). I know in the end it will all be worth it... note the picture!!
To Be Continued...... :)
